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This video was shown in the opening ceremony of OISMUN. It is related to all the changes that affected us and our world. It's very touching and beautifully made. It will stupefy you all. I decided to share it with you. It's not only about MUN but about us. That's why I’ve put it on my blog to show it to you .I will talk to you about my amazing experience in OISMUN 2012 as soon as I can and I will try my best to inspire you so that you will participate in the next MUN this will help you to understand and see by yourselves the real meaning of a conference and how interesting it is!

My Disappointment After The Revolution

I thought of writing a topic about several different things, but what I feel like writing about now is what is happening in Egypt. When the revolution transpired I thought that everything would change and that Egypt would improve and become more and more developed . But know what I feel is the complete opposite. I can’t believe that we are a violent country when I thought that is the most safe place where we can sleep placidly . I never thought that I would want to leave my country because it is the place where I was born and the place that made me what I am now. But sometimes at this juncture I believe that I want to leave Egypt, not for me, but for my family. I don’t want to feel that I am afraid to lose my family ,because I’m sure that my life will be ruined without them. What is happening now in  our violent country is something that I’ve never seen before. It’s like a scary movie that I am trying to stop but I can’t. Everything wrong is happening.  I want to scream and say we are not living in a jungle, and that I want to create our paradise. All the crimes that are occurring are unbelievable. Probably they were always there but unseen. At first I was indifferent but at this moment I can’t stop thinking about loss, and every homeless, hungry person .I thought that  the 25^th of January was insignificant and what I cared about  was the vacation . At this instant I keep thinking about myself in Tahrir square, even if  I might become a martyr because I feel that the best thing is dying for your country. All the people who died were going to this square with their dreams of changing their beloved country. But what they don’t know now is that Egypt is going down. I want to thank god that we aren’t like Syria or Iraq but we will reach them easily.  They don’t have humanity. Love and peace is decreasing so fast, as if we were meant to drop it this fast. What I can see is violence ,hatred and sadism. I want to wake up from this nightmare and find myself in the world full of zeal and enthusiasm. I cannot believe how everyone is becoming so selfish. Their heart of stone will never be able to feel at all. They are killing a large number of persons that cannot be counted, kidnapping children and raping. They are  doing all                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          the worst things in this life. They are killing us, and not heeding us. They are scaring us and not condoling us. They are always there to break our hearts and  not  here to appease us… I think they should erase the word humanity from everywhere even the dictionary because there is no reason to create a word whose meaning does not exist in real life.

CIVIL DISOBEDIENCE!

When I talk about civil disobedience, I ask myself two questions: how can breaking the law be considered as civil disobedience ? and  when can it be morally justified ? actually to be able to answer these questions  we have to understand civil disobedience.  In fact, it can  be described as an active refusal to obey laws and commands of a government. It is a type of civil resistance which is commonly considered as non-violent. This term was first used by Henry David Thoreau in his 1948 essay which later inspired many who claimed their protests were acts of civil disobedience. We see, for example, Gandhi’s resistance to British rule in India, and Martin Luther  King’s  U.S. civil  rights  movement. They both played an important role in social change. So, can civil disobedience be justified? Yes, it can if the cause for such an act is well founded and just. A person must have reasons for joining this kind of disobedience such as, for example, the feeling of injustice for the ill-treatment of blacks, or respect for human dignity, etc…. The Egyptian revolution of 1919 lead by Saad Zaghloul is considered one of the successful examples of non- violent civil disobedience against the British occupation of Egypt and Sudan.

After the Egyptian revolution of 2011 ,  I thought everything  will change but I was wrong. Now everything is going wrong. At this juncture Egypt is considered as one of  the most violent counties. I never thought that this could happen to the my country which should be full of peace and not anguish. I can’t stop myself from being scared. My heart  breaks every time I know that someone died as I could not do anything to help them. There are innumerable losses that cannot be accepted. It is appalling how lots of banks are stolen into and people are being killed and kidnapped. I  can’t sleep, when I close my eyes I only see nightmares.  Sleeping should be appeasing but now it is not anymore. When I try to have fun, what comes to my mind suddenly is now you’re having fun and you can’t imagine the prodigious number of people who are crying and living in anguish.  What I know is that I should think about what is happening around. I put myself in their shoes, to believe that this could happen to me or to my family. I wasn’t interested in politics before and I didn’t even know the name of the new government. I didn’t know anything at all, it was insignificant and ambiguous to me. But after the loss of my second cousin in Port Said  my sister told me about everything that transpired there. I began to think and to feel sorry for everyone. When I knew that a civil disobedience will transpire, I believed that it will succeed just like what happened with Gandhi. That’s why I thought that the next day will be off. But I was wrong for the second time. When I woke up on Saturday, the first thing that I did was that I looked from a window just like a little girl who is running to watch the fireworks. But I was stupefied, it was like every Saturday. The street was full of people and cars. Even the delivery was working. I know this  because I ordered something. Okay I know that this  is a kind of a lax and indifferent attitude but I was hungry. I even thought that it was Friday because that day was too prosaic.  And nothing really happened. I think  that if this civil disobedience was well prepared it wouldn’t fail at all.  Moreover, if some of the people did not preclude it and made it impossible to occur and  heeded this action. Most of us were tentative about this  decision and apprehensive. We should be unanimous, so that all the Egyptians  participate in this action Now they nullified the civil disobedience and it lost it importance and meaning. If we try this another time and if it works it will mollify us.

the meaning of a good friend

There are many people that we meet in our lives. But only a very few will make  a lasting impression on our minds and hearts. It is these people that we will think of often and who will remain important to us as  good friends . I won’t choose someone to talk about because everyone can be a good friend if he really wants to. A good friend is someone who is known to have a benign personality. A person who will  always be next to you whenever you need something. He’ll help in your worth. It shouldn’t be a childhood friend because you can always find an amiable friend if it’s not yesterday, it will be today. If it’s not today, it will be tomorrow. But remember that it is a treasure you just found, that you should keep it safe in your heart. Lots of people don’t believe in friendship, but what they don’t know is that a good friendship can be stronger than anything, stronger than the hurricane and the wind. A good friend is someone who will wipe your tears when you cry, who will hug you till his warming arms will appease you. It’s that person that will always remain in your heart like a tattoo. He will always believe you. He will condole you. He’s the person that you can’t live without, like the air you breath, the water you drink. Just like a single rose can be my garden, a single friend can be my world. He is the one that will carry you and hold you up when you are weak. He is indispensable. A true friend is someone who never gets tired of listening to your pointless dramas over and over again. If you fall, he will pick you up (after you finish laughing). He is always here to heed you, to make you feel zealous. He loves you when you don’t love yourself. When you’ll fake a smile, he’ll tell you go ahead and cry. He will give you hope when life is low. This is what friendship is. It is so precious that you have to protect it and value it always. Thank you all my friends for always being there for me !

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.