I thought of writing a topic about several different things, but what I feel like writing about now is what is happening in Egypt. When the revolution transpired I thought that everything would change and that Egypt would improve and become more and more developed . But know what I feel is the complete opposite. I can’t believe that we are a violent country when I thought that is the most safe place where we can sleep placidly . I never thought that I would want to leave my country because it is the place where I was born and the place that made me what I am now. But sometimes at this juncture I believe that I want to leave Egypt, not for me, but for my family. I don’t want to feel that I am afraid to lose my family ,because I’m sure that my life will be ruined without them. What is happening now in our violent country is something that I’ve never seen before. It’s like a scary movie that I am trying to stop but I can’t. Everything wrong is happening. I want to scream and say we are not living in a jungle, and that I want to create our paradise. All the crimes that are occurring are unbelievable. Probably they were always there but unseen. At first I was indifferent but at this moment I can’t stop thinking about loss, and every homeless, hungry person .I thought that the 25th of January was insignificant and what I cared about was the vacation . At this instant I keep thinking about myself in Tahrir square, even if I might become a martyr because I feel that the best thing is dying for your country. All the people who died were going to this square with their dreams of changing their beloved country. But what they don’t know now is that Egypt is going down. I want to thank god that we aren’t like Syria or Iraq but we will reach them easily. They don’t have humanity. Love and peace is decreasing so fast, as if we were meant to drop it this fast. What I can see is violence ,hatred and sadism. I want to wake up from this nightmare and find myself in the world full of zeal and enthusiasm. I cannot believe how everyone is becoming so selfish. Their heart of stone will never be able to feel at all. They are killing a large number of persons that cannot be counted, kidnapping children and raping. They are doing all the worst things in this life. They are killing us, and not heeding us. They are scaring us and not condoling us. They are always there to break our hearts and not here to appease us… I think they should erase the word humanity from everywhere even the dictionary because there is no reason to create a word whose meaning does not exist in real life.
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